Switch!

Life is crazy but wonderful. It's amazing how you can wake up one day and everything is different. One little decision can change everything. One conversation. One encounter. You never know what might change your life. God is great. He knows your heart and if you are true to yourself you will get everything you ever dreamed. On to my new journey.

Withdrawal

I'm going through withdrawal....I keep searching and can't seem to find my fix. I see little lights everywhere, but when is someone going to get to the end of that tunnel? Don't let your mind take you all over the place. I'm talking about music. I need a fix. I need to hear a beat that makes me jump out of my seat and want to grab a mic. I need to hear a verse that makes me want to slap somebody. I need to hear a hook that instantly triggers those butterflies of excitement caused by the pleasure in my ears... something that makes me stop whatever I'm doing and dance or just vibe. I need a fix...but where can I find it?

Instincts

Pay attention to your instincts. They are powerful and there for a reason.

Cleanse

Tears cleanse the soul...when they are trying to be released...let them. 

Slippin

The last few days I find myself slippin in areas of my life I never wanted to "slip" in. Time to take a break and evaluate what is really going on with me. I've come to far and am too close to where I want to be to fall back down the mountain.

I'm grown

I've referred to myself as "being grown" for a long time. I've had "grown up" responsibilities since before I was really "grown." When I turned 30, I felt it truly put a stamp on being "grown." No more excuses for making mistakes that you charge to being "young." Well recently, I have re-evaluated this thought process. I am not grown. "Grown" implies that you have reached a point where you are no longer "growing." I never want to reach that place. I am a responsible adult, but I am still growing and hope to continue to grow as long as God keeps blessing me with days on this earth. I've learned on this journey through round 2 that thought processes change as you gain experiences, all part of growing. Keep growing.

Answered Prayers

It's crazy how we are so surprised when something we have prayed for is given to us. We question the validity. Why do we do this? Some things may not come right when you want them, but they do come. I find myself in that situation. Things are happening in my life I have been waiting for and now that they are happening here I am questioning them. Crazy how life works that way. Each day things are getting clearer and clearer and the path I need to take is almost in perfect focus. But now things are standing along that path that may take me off course. Life is about choices, right? I guess it's time for me to make some decisions.