Reflections of Round 1 and experiences yet to come.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Life is good

I am truly blessed. I am grateful for my life. I wouldn't change any of the the experiences that have gotten me to this place. Good or bad they were all beautiful. It took me a minute to get to this place, but it's a wonderful place to be. I have wonderful people in my life that make me smile everyday. I learned how to let go of all the bs, including the people associated with it. I live each moment like it is the only one there is, because I know that each one counts. I can't express my gratitude enough. I look forward to giving back and helping others on their journey. After all, isn't that what this life is all about?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Where does the time go?

Time seems to be speeding up. Either that or I have been so busy lately it just flys by at a quicker pace. I have to say it's a good busy though. The type of busy where you just can't fit everything you want to do in because you are already do so many things you want to do. Plus, a little work. That is the way it should be. I finally learned how to live my life for me and it is the best feeling ever. I know that when my service here is done, I will be able to say that I lived fully. Each day, each moment. Life is beautiful. God is good.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Leeches

It's crazy that when you finally get to a point in life that you focus on your own happiness and everything is going well, the leeches come out in droves. Happiness leeches. They want to suck you into their misery. Can't stand you found a way out of it and they haven't. All I can do it pray for them and keep it moving. 

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

:)

Life is good. 

That is all for today. Spreadluv.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Weekend fun

What a weekend! Had fun hanging out with good friends and some new ones. Partied till the sun came up for my girl birthday. Can't remember the last time we did that. It's funny how things seem to happen out of pure coincidence - but if you really think about it - you planted those seeds. Life is crazy like that. Crazy Beautiful if you let it be. God is good all the time.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

New Things

I'm really enjoying my life Right. I'm extremely busy as usual but my schedule now consists of a variety of things I do just for me. Things I do just to make me happy. I never made time for these things before. It has changed my life. I'm loving my writing class. Next up will be some sort of art class. I'm thinking painting, but maybe a drawing class. God gives you gifts for a reason. I can't let them sit dormant any longer. It's like waking up on Christmas morning as a kid and sitting next to your gifts with out touching them. What's the point? These are the things that nourish my soul. I've also recently started Taekwondo. I love the challenge. Life is good right now. God is good all the time.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Old Friends

I ran into my oldest, dearest friend today. I almost didn't recognize her.  I wasn't expecting to see her at all. When I did see her, I realized it's been a long, long time. She looked beautiful. I don't ever remember seeing her that happy. I was grateful. I embraced her and then we sat in silence for awhile. It was as if all of that time hadn't past. I let other people come into my life and put our relationship on the back burner. I lost site of what was important and who should be a priority in my life. But I learned from it all and realize I am a much better person for making those mistakes. I know now our relationship will be stronger than ever and we will never lose each other again. I ran into my oldest, dearest friend today. It happened when I took a real look in the mirror.  She's been waiting there all along.