Withdrawal

I'm going through withdrawal....I keep searching and can't seem to find my fix. I see little lights everywhere, but when is someone going to get to the end of that tunnel? Don't let your mind take you all over the place. I'm talking about music. I need a fix. I need to hear a beat that makes me jump out of my seat and want to grab a mic. I need to hear a verse that makes me want to slap somebody. I need to hear a hook that instantly triggers those butterflies of excitement caused by the pleasure in my ears... something that makes me stop whatever I'm doing and dance or just vibe. I need a fix...but where can I find it?