If only I could still...

survive on 3-4 hours sleep like I used to in round 1. Definitely can't do that anymore. I don't know how I ever could. Or maybe it's just once I gave my body the chance to see what adequate sleep felt like, it doesn't want to go back. To my dismay, all of the things going on in my life have reverted me back to those 3-4 hours sleep nights. And I feel like sh*t. For a just a few weeks, can I revert back to my old self? The one that can stay up until the sun rises, take a nap (yes a few hours is more like a nap) and start all over again without the blink of an eye? If only...